To my Children…

I wish I could say that everything I did for you I did out of love, but it wasn't. I confess to you that I allowed stress, worry and even fatigue to make decisions for me. My choice to single parent was mine but you had to pick up my pieces. You did not choose that! It definitely added a dynamic to our lives that fueled many mistakes.

Would I change anything if I could "do it over"? Most definitely...Yes! I would care less about dirty dishes, unmade beds, school academics and all the other things that i thought were so important and care more about laughter, singing and cozy comfy moments. What I wouldn't change though is You! You are a gift of life to me, the true reason I was put on earth. If I accomplish nothing else....I was used to bring forth your heart and soul for such a time as this! I am so proud of the person you have become and the Treasure you are to others. Forgive me for not always noticing how amazing you are. I love you to the moon and back!